Thursday, November 17, 2005
*don't know what you have til it's gone...*
Came to a conclusion today...I miss him terribly...hahaha...yes if you see me on MSN you know my nick is always counting down to the days til he'll be back. Reason?: simple..you know how ppl always say 'you don't know what you have til it's gone?' well how true is that for me in every sense of the word esp since coming back to spore after living in perth for so many years. Some might say oh 3 weeks isn't long...well it is to me when there isn't much for me here. Guess spore still doesnt quite feel like home yet u know. yea i suppose it takes time and its only been a year + and living in a house that isn't quite your own doesnt really help to diminish the home-sickness i feel at times.
But i know this is only temporary...I will have my own place soon...(hopefully sooner rather than later) and also will be changing jobs soon...(by God's grace) things will surely change for the better. These few weeks without him here feels weird...I guess i miss his presence, his laughter, his lame jokes (yes lame althou i laugh to amuse him hahah) his willingness to always pick me up from places when I meet up with frens, his willingness to listen to me whinge and complain about my work, the ppl at my work, just everyday stupid whiny things that i tend to whine about hahaha...his voice, his smile, jz things that you don't really tink about until u don't see it anymore. I really can't wait til 23rd comes...it's only 4 days away and i just wish the days wld jz fly by and 23rd will be here already.
He is outfield now which means there is no recep and I have no idea how he is until 21st where he is back at camp. So please pray for his safety and that he will return home safely.
Thanks...
Came to a conclusion today...I miss him terribly...hahaha...yes if you see me on MSN you know my nick is always counting down to the days til he'll be back. Reason?: simple..you know how ppl always say 'you don't know what you have til it's gone?' well how true is that for me in every sense of the word esp since coming back to spore after living in perth for so many years. Some might say oh 3 weeks isn't long...well it is to me when there isn't much for me here. Guess spore still doesnt quite feel like home yet u know. yea i suppose it takes time and its only been a year + and living in a house that isn't quite your own doesnt really help to diminish the home-sickness i feel at times.
But i know this is only temporary...I will have my own place soon...(hopefully sooner rather than later) and also will be changing jobs soon...(by God's grace) things will surely change for the better. These few weeks without him here feels weird...I guess i miss his presence, his laughter, his lame jokes (yes lame althou i laugh to amuse him hahah) his willingness to always pick me up from places when I meet up with frens, his willingness to listen to me whinge and complain about my work, the ppl at my work, just everyday stupid whiny things that i tend to whine about hahaha...his voice, his smile, jz things that you don't really tink about until u don't see it anymore. I really can't wait til 23rd comes...it's only 4 days away and i just wish the days wld jz fly by and 23rd will be here already.
Daddy, please bless John wherever he is, I pray that Your hand of protection will be over him and watching over him. Lord pls bring him home safely and bless his journey back. I pray Daddy that this experience is one of fruitfulness and that he has gain so much from this and that his love for you has grown even deeper in these days.
He is outfield now which means there is no recep and I have no idea how he is until 21st where he is back at camp. So please pray for his safety and that he will return home safely.
Thanks...
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
*Second Interview*
You know second interviews are seriously overrated...hahaha...sighz...well it has finally come and gone that second interview...if you're asking em how it went...I have no idea. You know usually when I come out of an interview I usually have some idea do I totally blew them away or jz totally sux?? For this, I came out relieved I think more than anything else because it was such a LONG process I mean it took almost 4 weeks for me to reach this second interview. And guess I'm just glad it's over.
Now I know that it's in Gods hand, for whatever reasons I know that His plans for me will come to pass whether it be here at cs college or elsewhere. I know that I can always trust in Him for He will never let me down. Just feel this sense of peace that you know its really not the end of the world..haha...oh btw I got an interview with Creative wahahaha...they suddenly shortlisted me out of the blue. Its for HR position too which a plus! Guess you never know I might be joining Jeff! hahahaha...
Guess I feel somewhat worn out from all this searching for jobs...its really mentally draining and exhausting. I feel like Im just going to stop becuz frankly...I just cant be bothered im gg to be back in perth in 1.5 weeks so im not gg to search anymore til I come back.
Alrighty well, cs college is suppose to get back to me within 1-2 weeks so lets hope that it's sooner rather than later hahaha :P Please pray for my interview on Monday with Creative k!! thanks guys *hugs*
You know second interviews are seriously overrated...hahaha...sighz...well it has finally come and gone that second interview...if you're asking em how it went...I have no idea. You know usually when I come out of an interview I usually have some idea do I totally blew them away or jz totally sux?? For this, I came out relieved I think more than anything else because it was such a LONG process I mean it took almost 4 weeks for me to reach this second interview. And guess I'm just glad it's over.
Now I know that it's in Gods hand, for whatever reasons I know that His plans for me will come to pass whether it be here at cs college or elsewhere. I know that I can always trust in Him for He will never let me down. Just feel this sense of peace that you know its really not the end of the world..haha...oh btw I got an interview with Creative wahahaha...they suddenly shortlisted me out of the blue. Its for HR position too which a plus! Guess you never know I might be joining Jeff! hahahaha...
Guess I feel somewhat worn out from all this searching for jobs...its really mentally draining and exhausting. I feel like Im just going to stop becuz frankly...I just cant be bothered im gg to be back in perth in 1.5 weeks so im not gg to search anymore til I come back.
Alrighty well, cs college is suppose to get back to me within 1-2 weeks so lets hope that it's sooner rather than later hahaha :P Please pray for my interview on Monday with Creative k!! thanks guys *hugs*
Monday, November 14, 2005
* New beginning...cont*
Well, the CS college finally called me back for the 2nd interview....WOOOHOOOO!!!! Praise God. and I have to go down for an interview on Wednesday morning (tomorrow) at 9am. So please please please pray for me k!!! A little nervous as this is the last step for the long haul ..if I make it I make it...if I don't I don't...and so I'm going to leave it in God's BIG hands...for His grace and mercy is more than sufficient enough for me!!
Looking forward to it as after tm I can stop worrying about... are they ...won't they...blah blah blah...so yea I can stop worrying about it so much...haha. Actually I shouldnt even worry bout it...if it's God's plan for me then I know it will come to pass...AMEN!!
alrighty folks...keep me in prayer k...thanks...!!!
will let you guys know how it went.
Well, the CS college finally called me back for the 2nd interview....WOOOHOOOO!!!! Praise God. and I have to go down for an interview on Wednesday morning (tomorrow) at 9am. So please please please pray for me k!!! A little nervous as this is the last step for the long haul ..if I make it I make it...if I don't I don't...and so I'm going to leave it in God's BIG hands...for His grace and mercy is more than sufficient enough for me!!
Looking forward to it as after tm I can stop worrying about... are they ...won't they...blah blah blah...so yea I can stop worrying about it so much...haha. Actually I shouldnt even worry bout it...if it's God's plan for me then I know it will come to pass...AMEN!!
alrighty folks...keep me in prayer k...thanks...!!!
will let you guys know how it went.
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