Friday, November 11, 2005
Lord...I know you only have the best for me...
help me to stay still Lord and obey You in all things...
Lord you are my stength, my fortress..no matter what happens
I know Lord You love me ....
Lord help me to keep my eyes focused on You
Let Thy will be done and not mine..
Amen...
Been wondering what's going on with the cs college interview as I havent heard anything so today I emailed my contact person from the dept and she said she will get the HR person to call me. And she did ...she had no news for me as to when the next interview will be. It sounded as if there will be another round of short listing so basically I have no idea if i'll get this job. I know I'm rushing and being impatient. I guess I'm just so miserable here at work that I just need to get out and I'm rushing the process. Just feel that this job will take a realy long time and in a way I know that it is God's way of showing me that it is all in His time. It will only be done His way so I shld just get use to it hahaha...
I've already been feeling like God is saying ' you will claim this in My name and all glory shall be praised in My name'...but its so different from knowing and actually obeying. And I know God has been nagging at my ears that stop being so pushy! hahaha...it will all be done in My time.
So yes Lord help me to Be Still!!!!
Thursday, November 10, 2005
*Rant*
Ok sorry but just gotta rant a little....bear wif me here..if not please stop reading from here onwards hehe...
Have this 1 colleague who seems to be able to only talk bout herself...e'day she wld come into office and tell me s'thing that's happen either wif her fren or wif her fam or watever...u see thats all fine i have no qualms about it...however wat I AM annoyed about is that if I decide to tell her s'thing bout what happen wif me ..she wld go..'oh umm..yea umm...'and before I have a chance to finish...she wld be like 'oh yea so anyway...blah blah blah...' back to herself again. Im like WAH LAU!!!! its ok if it only happens once, twice...but ALL the time...it's just RRAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
yea that felt kinda beta. Gosh I hope I dun come across as someone neurotic ...haha...but she really makes me wana vomit blood sometimes, in terms of work, she's unreliable, unethical, punctuality is neva her middle name...lazy at times...and the funny part of all this is that she's been here the longest!!! As someone to hang out wif, go have fun wif she's not half bad...but yea jz dunt work wif her I guess...sianness!!!
I hate my work!!!!RRAAAHHHHHH...it's so boring, so admin that it's almost laughable why I got myself a Masters degree...but I know this is only temporal...for God knows the desire of my heart!!!! I know I have to be patient and wait upon His timing...right...so I shall just take a deep breath and jz wait...
Ok sorry but just gotta rant a little....bear wif me here..if not please stop reading from here onwards hehe...
Have this 1 colleague who seems to be able to only talk bout herself...e'day she wld come into office and tell me s'thing that's happen either wif her fren or wif her fam or watever...u see thats all fine i have no qualms about it...however wat I AM annoyed about is that if I decide to tell her s'thing bout what happen wif me ..she wld go..'oh umm..yea umm...'and before I have a chance to finish...she wld be like 'oh yea so anyway...blah blah blah...' back to herself again. Im like WAH LAU!!!! its ok if it only happens once, twice...but ALL the time...it's just RRAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
yea that felt kinda beta. Gosh I hope I dun come across as someone neurotic ...haha...but she really makes me wana vomit blood sometimes, in terms of work, she's unreliable, unethical, punctuality is neva her middle name...lazy at times...and the funny part of all this is that she's been here the longest!!! As someone to hang out wif, go have fun wif she's not half bad...but yea jz dunt work wif her I guess...sianness!!!
I hate my work!!!!RRAAAHHHHHH...it's so boring, so admin that it's almost laughable why I got myself a Masters degree...but I know this is only temporal...for God knows the desire of my heart!!!! I know I have to be patient and wait upon His timing...right...so I shall just take a deep breath and jz wait...
Lord..help me to be still and know that You are my God
Help me to know and be in awe of your constant Love for me...
for there is NONE like you
Amen...
Alrite, that's enough ranting for today....
For those you guys who are still having exams...press on ya...God is with you...He is made strong in our weakness :)
*hugs*
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
I'm FAT........
I have elephant trunks as arms...
*sob sob*
rraaahhh....
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
and so I was bored....
seven things that scare me
losing myself
being terribly obese
marrying the wrong person
watching a scary movie then gg home alone
having no mobile..(or leaving mine at home)
back sliding away from God
losing the ones I love
seven things i like the most
sleep
sleep
more sleep
watching romantic comedies
going for nice dinners with nice ambience and wif the right person
sleep
sunsets/sunrise
seven important things in my room
(this obviously has to be my room in perth k)
my tv
my bed
my hi-fi
my larva lamp
my walk-in wadrobe
my guitar
my pillows
seven random facts about me
I like to scratch my scalp when I was little in order to sleep
I DESTEST Onions on ANYTHING and I mean ANYTHING
I love my Honda
I cant live without my mobile
I'm closet cheena pop lover ...wahahaha
I cant roll my tongue for nuts
I need a makeover haha
seven things i plan to do before i die
go on a super duper long holiday in europe
have kids
get married (by next year :P)
bungee jump
earn big bucks
move back to perth
own a BMW
seven things i can do
drive
write with both left and right hand althou the left is rather slow
type without looking at the keyboard or screen
bake
make those yummilicious strawberry dipped in choc
rollarblade and fall on my big butt
eat a whole pizza by myself (spore's pizza size k)
seven things i can't do
maths
science
physics
chem
burp on command
rollarblade
surf
seven things i say the most
bugger
serious!/seriously
bo do
wahlau
like...
siao
ppuuhhh-lleeaassee
seven people who will have to do this
ok seriously I highly doubt there are 7 ppl who read my blog so let's not go there :P
*new day*
"Eye has not seen..
Ear has not heard,
Nor has it so much as
dawned on man
what God has prepared for those who love him."
1 Corinthians 2:9
Monday, November 07, 2005
*BORED....oh so bored....*
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