Wednesday, December 28, 2005
reflections
well the year has almost come to an end...and it's time for the reflective mode of the year 2005. Just a warning...this might be long entry..hehe...
Major Highlights of 2005:
1. Got Engaged
2. Got a new house
3. Got a new job
4. Found a home church (TCC)
5. Settled into cell
6. Made new friends at work and outside of work.
7. Attended my bro's wedding.
Now that I write it out, doesnt seem like I've done much hahaha...ok..granted some of the things listed were quite huge..but still...umm...did I forget some things? Nvm...the point is, I do feel really blessed that God has always been there despite my shortfalls. Really feel that I have probably let Him down in more ways than once but He has just been so faithful.
So many things have happened this year that I never thought would happen at the beginning of the year. For one, never thought I would be engaged by end of 2005, or be getting my own place or be changing jobs so soon after only been here for a year. And all this can only happen through the grace and mercy of God for I know I prob did not deserve all these things. But He is sovereign and He has been so good so good to me and to my fam that its just so amazing.
well the year has almost come to an end...and it's time for the reflective mode of the year 2005. Just a warning...this might be long entry..hehe...
Major Highlights of 2005:
1. Got Engaged
2. Got a new house
3. Got a new job
4. Found a home church (TCC)
5. Settled into cell
6. Made new friends at work and outside of work.
7. Attended my bro's wedding.
Now that I write it out, doesnt seem like I've done much hahaha...ok..granted some of the things listed were quite huge..but still...umm...did I forget some things? Nvm...the point is, I do feel really blessed that God has always been there despite my shortfalls. Really feel that I have probably let Him down in more ways than once but He has just been so faithful.
So many things have happened this year that I never thought would happen at the beginning of the year. For one, never thought I would be engaged by end of 2005, or be getting my own place or be changing jobs so soon after only been here for a year. And all this can only happen through the grace and mercy of God for I know I prob did not deserve all these things. But He is sovereign and He has been so good so good to me and to my fam that its just so amazing.
Daddy thank you for e'thing that you've done for me and continuing to do for me. I know that no amount of 'thank yous' can ever really show you how much I appreciate You. Thank you for being in my life and for placing the people in my life whom has cared and loved me. I am eternally grateful that you are always so faithful and loving to a sinner like me. I know that my trust is in You and You alone. For men may fail us but you never will.
Thank you for being my fortress when things seem unbearable. for always being there in my loneliest hours when I'm feeling down. Thank you for always knowing what's best for me even when I'm kicking and screaming. thank you that you have blessed me so richly in all areas of my life.
Daddy help me to continue to trust in You and bless those around me. Help me to not be jaded by my surroundings and to know that You are using me as a channel of blessing. Help me Daddy to surpass all the trials before me and knowing that I am victorious because of You. Thank you for placing my beloved into my life for I now know that all your promises will come to pass...in YOUR time. Forgive me for being spiteful, spoilt and impatient. Help me to be more like you Daddy.
amen.....
Your daughter.
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