Thursday, November 17, 2005
*don't know what you have til it's gone...*
Came to a conclusion today...I miss him terribly...hahaha...yes if you see me on MSN you know my nick is always counting down to the days til he'll be back. Reason?: simple..you know how ppl always say 'you don't know what you have til it's gone?' well how true is that for me in every sense of the word esp since coming back to spore after living in perth for so many years. Some might say oh 3 weeks isn't long...well it is to me when there isn't much for me here. Guess spore still doesnt quite feel like home yet u know. yea i suppose it takes time and its only been a year + and living in a house that isn't quite your own doesnt really help to diminish the home-sickness i feel at times.
But i know this is only temporary...I will have my own place soon...(hopefully sooner rather than later) and also will be changing jobs soon...(by God's grace) things will surely change for the better. These few weeks without him here feels weird...I guess i miss his presence, his laughter, his lame jokes (yes lame althou i laugh to amuse him hahah) his willingness to always pick me up from places when I meet up with frens, his willingness to listen to me whinge and complain about my work, the ppl at my work, just everyday stupid whiny things that i tend to whine about hahaha...his voice, his smile, jz things that you don't really tink about until u don't see it anymore. I really can't wait til 23rd comes...it's only 4 days away and i just wish the days wld jz fly by and 23rd will be here already.
He is outfield now which means there is no recep and I have no idea how he is until 21st where he is back at camp. So please pray for his safety and that he will return home safely.
Thanks...
Came to a conclusion today...I miss him terribly...hahaha...yes if you see me on MSN you know my nick is always counting down to the days til he'll be back. Reason?: simple..you know how ppl always say 'you don't know what you have til it's gone?' well how true is that for me in every sense of the word esp since coming back to spore after living in perth for so many years. Some might say oh 3 weeks isn't long...well it is to me when there isn't much for me here. Guess spore still doesnt quite feel like home yet u know. yea i suppose it takes time and its only been a year + and living in a house that isn't quite your own doesnt really help to diminish the home-sickness i feel at times.
But i know this is only temporary...I will have my own place soon...(hopefully sooner rather than later) and also will be changing jobs soon...(by God's grace) things will surely change for the better. These few weeks without him here feels weird...I guess i miss his presence, his laughter, his lame jokes (yes lame althou i laugh to amuse him hahah) his willingness to always pick me up from places when I meet up with frens, his willingness to listen to me whinge and complain about my work, the ppl at my work, just everyday stupid whiny things that i tend to whine about hahaha...his voice, his smile, jz things that you don't really tink about until u don't see it anymore. I really can't wait til 23rd comes...it's only 4 days away and i just wish the days wld jz fly by and 23rd will be here already.
Daddy, please bless John wherever he is, I pray that Your hand of protection will be over him and watching over him. Lord pls bring him home safely and bless his journey back. I pray Daddy that this experience is one of fruitfulness and that he has gain so much from this and that his love for you has grown even deeper in these days.
He is outfield now which means there is no recep and I have no idea how he is until 21st where he is back at camp. So please pray for his safety and that he will return home safely.
Thanks...
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