My JoURnEY.......

ok something seriously is weird...just realised today when I saw carm's n lizzie's blog that where they actually write their post is split screen...meaning = normal. But mine is just a box in the centre of the screen...?? well granted it's still working but what's wrong wif blogger?? Am i not clicking on s'thing or wat?? anyone?? anyone?? ummm....im tired!!! man im tired!!! but still cant afford to sleep...yeah shld so not be writing in here but u kno...hehe...so sian of studying already....actually...more like sian of writing essays...!!! Man...its jz essay afta essays afta essays...sigh :( ok....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! ok...slightly beta now...ummm...bk to workies....laterz dude!!! hehe..man i shld have been crush not bruce...BUGGER!!! :P

Just came back from celebrating carmie's b'day :) hehe...it was very very nice..:) I duno...man I jz love b'days...kinda especially when they are not urs...I mean as in celebrating someone else's...yes im strange. ok let's move on...but no seriously, I do enjoy like gg out for dinner or watever n celebrating with that person cuz i duno, i guess it's jz nice to know that u can share that special day with your fren and to jz be there to celebrate it wif them :)

Anywaz...part of our topic of convo went to bout the guys gg bk to spore at the end of the year. And i guess it made me realised....for us...as u wld call us...'ABCs' its so weird...cuz even thou we hear bout spore, we go to spore...we have relatives bk in spore...it isn't quite the same?? I mean i should expect it not to be but still...it jz feels kinda weird when u hear bout a place u once call home...even thou it still kinda is but isnt...does this makes sense? ok prob not...but yeah...i do miss the place...like the food, the shopping...the shopping...the shopping..!!! hehe ok sorri..il stop...but yeah...n i know a lot of the guys here can't stand the lifestyle here cuz its soooooo laid-back n all...obviously very dull in comparison to good old spore. But i gues...for me ...I jz make do wif wat i have huh!! Sometimes, when i hear them talk bout wat they do n where they go in spore, like their late nite supper n all that...it feels almost like another life time or some other place i've never been. In a way, it makes me feel a little left-out from having grown up here ...but i guess im happy that i did grow up here...n that God has placed me here for a reason. But ...well...truthfully...at times...it makes me miss spore...jz that little bit more :) And so for all of u who are gg bk to spore...enjoy ur hols...n eat n shop til u drop!!! but yeah...dun eat tooo much k...hehe...jk jk...:P

Hi e'one!!! okies..updates updates...hehe well basically, went to the doc's yesterday...in a nutshell....they duno whats wrong...!!! or rather they can't really find out...not sure which is worse...if i shld let myself think it's nothing serious...n wait until s'thing serious does happen (aka...denial) or just forget anything happened?....anywaz....the doc says that I may not have the ulcer bacteria but there cld still be some erosion in the stomach...n let me jz say...Im no doc so what in the world does that mean??? oh well...the doc wants me to kinda keep a food diary...im...contemplating it but yeah...m a little lazy to get started...hehe...i will i will...soon :) other updates....ummm...bz bz bz...like seriously so this wont be long...jz been really really bz wif school meetings, church meetings...n jz meeting in general..hehe...but yeah the weather is so beautiful outside that makes u jz wana stay out n enjoy the sunshine...darn!!! have to do work...:P anywaz...bk to studying....laterz dudes ...keke :P

take carez all, n for those of u who have mid-sems....best of luck :) He will be with u alwaz !!!