My JoURnEY.......

I LUUUUVVVEEEEE NEMO!!!! hehehehe...yes i've jz watched 'Finding Nemo'...n yes here in little old Perth its a little slow...so yeah its ONLY just come out!!! Anywayz....me luvvvvveeeee Nemo!!!! He's soooo adorable...well along with the rest of the entire cast...kekeke :) But man, I havent laughed THIS hard in a long long long time!!! I dun really recall any movie making me laugh sooo much throughout the entire thing!!! It just made me happy!!! Like even afta the movie...I dun tink i could get the grin off my face..keke :) I highly recommend EVERYONE to watch it man!!! If u havent...GO GO GO!!! hehe....me am now on a hunt to find all Nemo toys n wat not!!! keke...well just want a momento to remind of the movie...hehe :) Alrighty...thats all folks!! time for me to do some work!!! GO NEMO GO!!! kekeke :)

Couldnt sleep til 5.30am this morn....not sure if its bcuz of the tea i drank at school or cuz of a rather infuriating conversation i had with a friend. And no, my friend did not cause the infuriation but rather our topic of conversation did. Anywayz, Im sure when she reads this she'll know what i mean...kekeke...n my fren don't worry, its not your fault. I realised i still had a lot of unresolved....wats the word....frustratioN?? Yeah I guess thats it...or something...but the whole night I just kept thinking and thinking...dun ask me wat cuz seriously I was pretty tired but just couldnt sleep. And well...I realised Im still very hurt n please its not what u tink!!! Im so over that, it's another issue, but you know how sometimes when you think about what a person has done...you wonder how could they actually do something like that and yet claim to be a Godly person?? Im not saying that we humans are without flaws, cuz believe we are not!! Which is what is so amazing bout the fact that we have Jesus Christ in our lives, who died for our sins, and when we claim Him, we are renewed in Him again. But I just don't understand how some people can do something so despicable yet feel no remorse, no regret, and pretend e'thing is fine. And to my dear dear friend, thank you for understanding and not judging me when it feels at times everyone else has. And for not making me feel like Im the one whos wrong for reacting the way i do/did. Because frankly, I dun tink anyone knows what someone else is going through unless they themselves have been through it. We can only sympathise and feel compassion towards another but we can never really understand the full extent of what s'one elses experience is like cuz we are all different, all unique, and we react to situations in different ways. And that is not to say that one person's reaction from another is wrong juz bcuz it's different. And my friend, I believe in time, my reaction, my feelings bout this will change, the way it affects me will change too. But that's only in time, and I cant say how long or when but all I know is this. The only thing I know I cant do is lie to myself or to anyone else who asks me about this. Because to me, there's nothing worse than deceiving yourself bout ur true emotions, the least we can do is be honest with ourselves. And with God. I have prayed and seek Him and for His guidance and His wisdom, but let me jz say, even then, the reality of life is never easy...and often it's up to us to follow Him and His ways. But the road is often rocky and wavy...I do hope one day, I can look back on this and take something good out of it. I really do.

God bless....