My JoURnEY.......

okies this will be a short entry as i have to go to school in like 30 mins...kekeke...jz came bk from the hospital from the ultrasound...not good. I mean i dun know what the diagnosis is cuz the lady who did it wouldnt tell me!! darn it!!! so yeah i have to go bk to my GP in like a couple of days for him to tell me. Anywaz...i sort of had a mini attack last nite again...im not having a good feeling bout this :( simply cuz well...it's too soon and too frequent. (the attacks i mean) And when she was doing the ultrasound like using that thingy to press on ur tummy...i definitely felt pain...that is definitely not a good sign!! Im trying not to freak out cuz you know...whatever it is im sure that God will be with me and i can get through it. But yeah i mean it's still hard not knowing especially when u dont know if ur doing anything or EATING anything that is making it worse. So atm im being really conscious of what i eat...well kinda..keke...n trying not to overeat or undereat...?? ummm...not sure if thats even possible but yeah...but seeing as i dun even know wats actually wrong....not even sure if thats helping. Sorri guys, im not trying to freak you out or anything k ...really im not. Im just really worried myself...n yeah...trying to stay calm n just pray n believe that it will be ok. Anywaz pls do keep me in prayer and lets hope its nothing big huh :)