My JoURnEY.......

Well, the DnD is almost here....friday to be exact!!! And im trying not to panick...like really i am...but its not working. See im the sort of person that goes well with schedule, and usually i dun like to leave things to the last min unless it absolutely cant be helped. And well...after being bk from our trip up north, i still feel like nothing is set. For one, there has been absolutely no tix sales....i mean that could be due to the fact that someone forgot to announce it today at church ....and i have this sneaking suspicion that no one actually realises taht its this friday!!..YES PEOPLE....this FRIDAY!!!! my fear is...well...rocking up on the day itself...and only have a handful of ppl there...u see the thing is...catering hasnt been done, lighting and sound hasnt exactly quite come together...the only thing i know FOR SURE...is the fact that Josh's mum will be here tm...thank God for that!!!I guess at the moment its hard for me to see the plan coming into place when nothing has really been set. I'll prob have to start calling up cell leaders to remind their members that its this friday...which means more work, more time which i dun really have atm...seeing my grp project from school is due in like 2 weeks...n i have done absolutely no work for...:( Will probably have to meet up wif my grp members at some stage as wel...lets just hope they dun say fri nite...hahah wldnt that be a laugh!!! ...ok maybe not. But i know right now...there wil be an echo of 'stress less woman!!' ...well im trying...really i am...but im prone to stress when things are nor here nor there. All i can do really is to continue to pray ...and hope for the best i guess. I guess for me i just really wan this to work. To work bcuz of Him and for e'one to have a good time. I guess thats probably why after Yr 12 i stopped having parties and my frens always ask why...well...now they know. Its way too much stress on the heart...kekeke :) I guess i just have to learn to let things go. And let Him take care of things that i have no control over. Yes ....i shall try...:)

Hope u all have a nice lazy sunday arvo :)