Tuesday, July 22, 2003
Today went out with diana, we went to garbo n shopped around a little kekeke...bad i know but well wat can u do rite?? :P anyway, a big part of the reason was because i had saw this really really beautiful necklace that i had always wanted to get or well...had HOPED someone would have picked up on my various HINTS!!! but let's just say im either not too good at dropping hints or ppl just werent LISTENING!!! hahaha...anyway the necklace is shaped in a heart shape but its hollow with the necklace actually gg thru it. I had always liked that necklace, duno why but had always liked it n really really wanted to get it but it was also so ex u kno. Anyway the one that i saw wasn't too bad so i decided alrite thats it...im juz gonna go get it myself..kekeke...so yeah our entire trip was based on me getting that one necklace.
Me and diana after going around the entire of garbo and finding some pretty GOOD purchases!!! (try this one for size) we were both in sportsgirl and somehow both ended up buying the same ring...dun ask me how that happen!! but yeah n when we went to pay for it...gues what!!! it cost only 95 cents...n im not kidding!!! hahahaha...n it was a pretty decent ring too...kekeke...i dun tink i've ever bought anything for that cheap before except for maybe like a lolly or sumthing...but i think the sales girl was pretty shocked herself..keke :P well afta that we decided ok lets just sit down n have a coffee n tok...so we did. anyway after that we wen bk to her place n tok some more. :) after all that i guess as i was talking to her..it jz felt so good to jz let it all out. You know how there are just some ppl u can do that wif...not all..yeah well she was one of those kind souls who could stand me talking a lot...keke thanx hun...anywayz...i guess as i was talking to her....tears were welling up ...im not sure if she noticed...(its alrite darl if u didnt cuz i was trying desperately to hide it) i guess it hurts a lot...n i kno she knows what i mean...it really does. I'm not sure why it happens but it does n like we sed maybe its His way of showing me, n moulding me...but i wish i cld jz have a break. so God, i really really really need a break!!! PLEASE :) i wish it wasnt happening n more than anything...i wish it didnt hurt so bad but it does. LIke i said before...sometimes i wish i was somewhere else...anywhere else but where i am rite now. And truthfully that is really how i feel. Im not trying to run away from things cuz believe me i kno they dun go away...but sometimes what is needed is to be away from it all, the centre of it so that u can actuallly think clearly about it. n i guess thats what i need...but i dun really know how to actually get it, esp wif uni starting n all...who knows..anywayz catch u all laterz...:)
Me and diana after going around the entire of garbo and finding some pretty GOOD purchases!!! (try this one for size) we were both in sportsgirl and somehow both ended up buying the same ring...dun ask me how that happen!! but yeah n when we went to pay for it...gues what!!! it cost only 95 cents...n im not kidding!!! hahahaha...n it was a pretty decent ring too...kekeke...i dun tink i've ever bought anything for that cheap before except for maybe like a lolly or sumthing...but i think the sales girl was pretty shocked herself..keke :P well afta that we decided ok lets just sit down n have a coffee n tok...so we did. anyway after that we wen bk to her place n tok some more. :) after all that i guess as i was talking to her..it jz felt so good to jz let it all out. You know how there are just some ppl u can do that wif...not all..yeah well she was one of those kind souls who could stand me talking a lot...keke thanx hun...anywayz...i guess as i was talking to her....tears were welling up ...im not sure if she noticed...(its alrite darl if u didnt cuz i was trying desperately to hide it) i guess it hurts a lot...n i kno she knows what i mean...it really does. I'm not sure why it happens but it does n like we sed maybe its His way of showing me, n moulding me...but i wish i cld jz have a break. so God, i really really really need a break!!! PLEASE :) i wish it wasnt happening n more than anything...i wish it didnt hurt so bad but it does. LIke i said before...sometimes i wish i was somewhere else...anywhere else but where i am rite now. And truthfully that is really how i feel. Im not trying to run away from things cuz believe me i kno they dun go away...but sometimes what is needed is to be away from it all, the centre of it so that u can actuallly think clearly about it. n i guess thats what i need...but i dun really know how to actually get it, esp wif uni starting n all...who knows..anywayz catch u all laterz...:)
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