Saturday, June 28, 2003
well just realised blogger has changed its whole look...weird thou...i mean...i thot the previous setting was quite alrite...oh well...anywaz...just had our DnD meeting...and it was a rather productive one. We got most of the finer details sorted and finalised..now its just a matter of time and effort...n it should be set to go!!! :)
Today is saturday...woohoo..one more day before we set off for monkey mia!!! yay!!! so exciting so exciting...n yes some of u mite think im nuts...but then again i already knew that :P hehe Im really forward to going away...i mean for one...its my only holiday...pretty much...and well get to see dolphins in an up-close and personal way..hehehe :) will tell u all bout my adventures when i get bk..kekeke :P
Tonight il be going to a fren's place for a gathering...it was his b'day on wednesday so yeah...quite nice of him to invite me seeing im actually his fren's sis so a bit weird but still nice of him :) But dun think il really kno anyone there...umm..kinda dun like gg to a party where majority of the time il be standing there on my own :P hehe but im gg cuz he is a fren and its his b'day afterall...plus how could i say no rite?? no seriously...i have a problem of saying no..sigh...can be a good thing...n a bad..trust me!! After the party was initially meant to meet up wif someone...but that someone said that he wasn't feeling well and might have to cancel. That someone was a person i use to date :) Strangely we havent spoken for almost 2 years. Not because we were deliberately trying not to but more of circumstance, we didnt hang around uni that much anymore and i guess i was beginning to know another group of people, my church frens. Anway, it was only until recently that he started talking to me on icq. Yes the beauty of online communication ...hahaha...but strangely enough, last nite...he asked me if i would like to meet up tonite. And seeing well i thot maybe its to catch up on things...but i thot we already did that on icq...hahaha...but nontheless...seeing i just cant seem to say no....i sed yeah sure...maybe after this party that im gg to. He was so polite about it all...saying he didnt wan to spoil my plans n if i had plans already that we cld just meet another time. But i assured him that trust me...its highly unlikely that i would stay vely long at this party seeing i hardly know a soul. So we agreed to meet up at utopia...and the whole night...i was just thinking...how things have really change. I guess a lot of it has to do with knowing God and truly understanding the meaning of forgiveness. I mean there will always be people in our lives who are going to do things that we don't like. But we are all humans, we are flawed...we are not perfect and we are all prone to make mistakes. Its in our nature, but the thing to remember is that we are all His children, and He has shown us the way to forgiveness through His son, Jesus Christ. And that He forgave us without cause, without reason, but because He loved us. I am so thankful that we serve a forgiving God, an awesome God. And i guess i want to be a channel of blessing to others to show what a wonderful God we serve. And despite both of us having gone through a rather rough patch, the fact that we can come together after so long of not really speaking to one another has taught me the beauty of forgiveness and time. Yes it does take time, it takes time to heal the wounds and to learn from what we have experienced. And believe me i"ve learnt a lot from my r/s with him. But to remember not to dwell in it for too long cuz when u do, its so easy to lose sight of whats really important. Him. So i thank God that He has brought me and him together to just be friends and to give me that peace and serenity that i've been searching for. That it is possible to really forgive and to share with someone i never thot i would see again. Thank You Lord.
God bless u all :)
Today is saturday...woohoo..one more day before we set off for monkey mia!!! yay!!! so exciting so exciting...n yes some of u mite think im nuts...but then again i already knew that :P hehe Im really forward to going away...i mean for one...its my only holiday...pretty much...and well get to see dolphins in an up-close and personal way..hehehe :) will tell u all bout my adventures when i get bk..kekeke :P
Tonight il be going to a fren's place for a gathering...it was his b'day on wednesday so yeah...quite nice of him to invite me seeing im actually his fren's sis so a bit weird but still nice of him :) But dun think il really kno anyone there...umm..kinda dun like gg to a party where majority of the time il be standing there on my own :P hehe but im gg cuz he is a fren and its his b'day afterall...plus how could i say no rite?? no seriously...i have a problem of saying no..sigh...can be a good thing...n a bad..trust me!! After the party was initially meant to meet up wif someone...but that someone said that he wasn't feeling well and might have to cancel. That someone was a person i use to date :) Strangely we havent spoken for almost 2 years. Not because we were deliberately trying not to but more of circumstance, we didnt hang around uni that much anymore and i guess i was beginning to know another group of people, my church frens. Anway, it was only until recently that he started talking to me on icq. Yes the beauty of online communication ...hahaha...but strangely enough, last nite...he asked me if i would like to meet up tonite. And seeing well i thot maybe its to catch up on things...but i thot we already did that on icq...hahaha...but nontheless...seeing i just cant seem to say no....i sed yeah sure...maybe after this party that im gg to. He was so polite about it all...saying he didnt wan to spoil my plans n if i had plans already that we cld just meet another time. But i assured him that trust me...its highly unlikely that i would stay vely long at this party seeing i hardly know a soul. So we agreed to meet up at utopia...and the whole night...i was just thinking...how things have really change. I guess a lot of it has to do with knowing God and truly understanding the meaning of forgiveness. I mean there will always be people in our lives who are going to do things that we don't like. But we are all humans, we are flawed...we are not perfect and we are all prone to make mistakes. Its in our nature, but the thing to remember is that we are all His children, and He has shown us the way to forgiveness through His son, Jesus Christ. And that He forgave us without cause, without reason, but because He loved us. I am so thankful that we serve a forgiving God, an awesome God. And i guess i want to be a channel of blessing to others to show what a wonderful God we serve. And despite both of us having gone through a rather rough patch, the fact that we can come together after so long of not really speaking to one another has taught me the beauty of forgiveness and time. Yes it does take time, it takes time to heal the wounds and to learn from what we have experienced. And believe me i"ve learnt a lot from my r/s with him. But to remember not to dwell in it for too long cuz when u do, its so easy to lose sight of whats really important. Him. So i thank God that He has brought me and him together to just be friends and to give me that peace and serenity that i've been searching for. That it is possible to really forgive and to share with someone i never thot i would see again. Thank You Lord.
God bless u all :)
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