Thursday, June 19, 2003
this is bad...im suppose to be studying..n its not HAPPENING!!! aarrghh...help!!! its not farni man..i have a paper due next thurs...and im just sooooooooooo incredibly lazy to get started.....shaitz!!! (my new word for the season...kekeke) anywaz...instead of studying which is what i should be doing now im writing in my blog...aiyah...how bad is that?!? ok must get down to it soon!!!....(psyching myself up to study...how pathetic is that!!) ok ppl that was a rhetoric that did not need an ans okies...kekeke...:) sighzzzzzzzzzz....
i must say ....the past few days i've been kinda stoning and bumming which is bad cuz u kno i cant really afford to but nontheless...im still doing it...tonight we r gg out for dinner for our dear friend's b'day...which is nice...i duno i always thot that b'days are such special moments...i mean yeah its just a number but i guess i've always treasured the fact when its someone's b'day they deserve to be remembered and that person deserves to be pampered :) which is why i always make an effort to remember e'one's b'day by heart just in case i forget...which i sometimes do...so i apologise in advance okies..:) but yeah...im a sucker for those special occasions where ppl can make money out of...like valentine's day and anniversaries...n b'days and all that...sigh...althou i must say ...i havent actually spent a valentine's day with someone special...quite sad yes...but its bcuz for some reason the person i'm dating...well...our r/s kinda ends just b4 valentine's day..?? dun ask me how or why...cuz seriously...i have NOOOOOOOO idea !!! it just happens that way ...so what can i say....i have not spent valentine's day with that special someone...ummm...oh well...i guess there will still be plenty more valentine's days to come rite..?? well i hope so...kekeke...i guess my little wish had been like...(ok this part is gg to sound corny so i prewarn u guys first k) that my 'guy' (wherever he is...kekeke) sort of asks me out on valentine's day...yes its kinda corny i kno...but its kinda like the 'dream first-date' i suppose...n then he will..u kno...do the whole flowers and teddy bear thing...but somehow its made special cuz its on that special day...n every year we'll be reminded of that special time bcuz it was on valentine's day...:) ok anywaz...i did say it was gg to be corny..keke...anywaz...ooohhh...n lilabella i still like the whole stars idea...i think thats really really really romantic...like seriously...wah i wouldnt mind if my guy did that...kekeke...but like i sed...wouldn't it be kinda sad thou if afta the star has been named for u then it dies...??(which i believe is the point of shooting stars rite) so yeah so sad...but i guess its the thought that counts...and i tink it would be sooooooooooo incredibly sweet and romantic if u knew when the star dies n then u can both sort of look out for the shooting star....n make a wish ...oh man that would be soooooooo romantic ...ok sori...gg off tangent again..kekeke :P anywaz...yes i do tink the whole stars thing is vely vely romantic...(so lilabella...make a mental note to self to remind may's future bf to do this okies...kekekeke)
okies...gotta seriously get some studying done peoplez...catch ya all laters :)
i must say ....the past few days i've been kinda stoning and bumming which is bad cuz u kno i cant really afford to but nontheless...im still doing it...tonight we r gg out for dinner for our dear friend's b'day...which is nice...i duno i always thot that b'days are such special moments...i mean yeah its just a number but i guess i've always treasured the fact when its someone's b'day they deserve to be remembered and that person deserves to be pampered :) which is why i always make an effort to remember e'one's b'day by heart just in case i forget...which i sometimes do...so i apologise in advance okies..:) but yeah...im a sucker for those special occasions where ppl can make money out of...like valentine's day and anniversaries...n b'days and all that...sigh...althou i must say ...i havent actually spent a valentine's day with someone special...quite sad yes...but its bcuz for some reason the person i'm dating...well...our r/s kinda ends just b4 valentine's day..?? dun ask me how or why...cuz seriously...i have NOOOOOOOO idea !!! it just happens that way ...so what can i say....i have not spent valentine's day with that special someone...ummm...oh well...i guess there will still be plenty more valentine's days to come rite..?? well i hope so...kekeke...i guess my little wish had been like...(ok this part is gg to sound corny so i prewarn u guys first k) that my 'guy' (wherever he is...kekeke) sort of asks me out on valentine's day...yes its kinda corny i kno...but its kinda like the 'dream first-date' i suppose...n then he will..u kno...do the whole flowers and teddy bear thing...but somehow its made special cuz its on that special day...n every year we'll be reminded of that special time bcuz it was on valentine's day...:) ok anywaz...i did say it was gg to be corny..keke...anywaz...ooohhh...n lilabella i still like the whole stars idea...i think thats really really really romantic...like seriously...wah i wouldnt mind if my guy did that...kekeke...but like i sed...wouldn't it be kinda sad thou if afta the star has been named for u then it dies...??(which i believe is the point of shooting stars rite) so yeah so sad...but i guess its the thought that counts...and i tink it would be sooooooooooo incredibly sweet and romantic if u knew when the star dies n then u can both sort of look out for the shooting star....n make a wish ...oh man that would be soooooooo romantic ...ok sori...gg off tangent again..kekeke :P anywaz...yes i do tink the whole stars thing is vely vely romantic...(so lilabella...make a mental note to self to remind may's future bf to do this okies...kekekeke)
okies...gotta seriously get some studying done peoplez...catch ya all laters :)
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