Tuesday, June 17, 2003
i cant study!!!! and i kno that all of u guys probably are...but i jsut cant...i mean COME ON!!!! i just finish my semester and i have to start all over again...WAT THE!!! I kno i said i was gg to study tonite but...man...it just isnt happening like seriously!!! so instead i decided to blog...blog about wat??? wellll....hehehe...i just watched 2fast 2furious...so i guess i could blog bout that huh...hehehe...lets just say on the way home...driving down the freeway...i was speeding a little...hehehe (sshuushh...dun tel anyone ) hehehe but yeah..i was kinda inspired...n yes i kno i drive a honda civic HATCH but .....(as one of my frens ALWAZ says...) WHO CARES!!!! hehehehehe but yeah had a small paranoia of being stopped by a police car though...but luckily God was watching over me...:) anywaz...it was a darn fine movie...like seriously...i mean usually u kno these kind of movies like the plot is so lame and so thin its not even funni but i must say the plot was simple and digestable...if theres such a word?? hehe...but yeah i must say i really did enjoy the movie...n the cars...needless to say...anddddddd....PAUL WALKER!!! umm...what a guy...hehehe...he sure has a vely vely NICE smile ...:) sori but i have a thing for guys with the dimple smile...kind of like tom cruise's but not quite...theres just something about guys and smiles...i think that a smile is more precious than gold...like seriously...i mean yah i get the whole 'the eyes are the window to ur soul' and thats great...but when a guy smiles...with THAT kind of smile...it can pretty much make u go soft at the knees...ok mayb im being a little overly dramatic but u get the point!! hehehe...some people prefer the eyes, but i definitely prefer a smile...:)
and well further reading bout lilabef's contemplation on platonic friendships...i guess there's something that must be considered which is that if a guy and gal really are very close friends and one or the other develop romantic notions for the other there is always a risk...and i guess the greatest risk would be the friendship...some friendships do survive this kind of 'complication' where if the feeling isn't mutual, both parties stil remain close friends...but then again there are some that don't. So i suppose a good question to ask before we decide to bear all and tell the other party how we really feel...i guess we need to consider the risk it involves...but of course there will alwayz be those who say...'but there's risk in e'thing'...n they r right...there is. But i suppose the thing is, is it worth the risk of losing the friendship? and yeah sometimes like i said, the friendship does survive...and it's almost like nothing really happened but then again..what if things don't stay the same?? well...thats just what i think...because to me right now...the friendship is way too important to jeopardise and i dun think i would wan to lose a good friend...oh well..thats just what i think..i mean if it so happens that both parties feel the same way...i mean that would be really really great...cuz like i sed before...'marry ur best friend not ur boyfriend'....so u kno...but i do know the reality is that not all of us will be in that situation, and for those of us who are...good for u :) And even for those of us who are not, don't despair, because i truly believe that He has someone special for us in mind already...we just may not have met him/her but it will happen...in His time :)
okie well...getting tired...and should probably try n get sum work done...hehe...take care all :)
darn darn darn....!!!
and well further reading bout lilabef's contemplation on platonic friendships...i guess there's something that must be considered which is that if a guy and gal really are very close friends and one or the other develop romantic notions for the other there is always a risk...and i guess the greatest risk would be the friendship...some friendships do survive this kind of 'complication' where if the feeling isn't mutual, both parties stil remain close friends...but then again there are some that don't. So i suppose a good question to ask before we decide to bear all and tell the other party how we really feel...i guess we need to consider the risk it involves...but of course there will alwayz be those who say...'but there's risk in e'thing'...n they r right...there is. But i suppose the thing is, is it worth the risk of losing the friendship? and yeah sometimes like i said, the friendship does survive...and it's almost like nothing really happened but then again..what if things don't stay the same?? well...thats just what i think...because to me right now...the friendship is way too important to jeopardise and i dun think i would wan to lose a good friend...oh well..thats just what i think..i mean if it so happens that both parties feel the same way...i mean that would be really really great...cuz like i sed before...'marry ur best friend not ur boyfriend'....so u kno...but i do know the reality is that not all of us will be in that situation, and for those of us who are...good for u :) And even for those of us who are not, don't despair, because i truly believe that He has someone special for us in mind already...we just may not have met him/her but it will happen...in His time :)
okie well...getting tired...and should probably try n get sum work done...hehe...take care all :)
darn darn darn....!!!
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