Wednesday, June 11, 2003
hi e'one...umm...so shld not be blogging rite now...im running so behind on study!!! but im sure im gg to get an echo of 'Who isnt!!' so anywayz...don't kno why but today has been a really really lazy day for me...have trouble concentrating...which is really bad seeing my exam is on saturday...n my notes r so NOT ready!!..So i guess tonite is gg to be a really really long long nite for me...lots of tea and snack is ahead of me..hehe...
well...like i sed, today has been a pretty much a 'do-nothing' day...which is really bad!! Been thinking of maybe closing this blog...been thinking bout it for a while actually, i mean yeah i kno, its kinda drastic but i guess like wat someone sed, writing in this blog is kinda of a cleansing act, a place where we kinda confess our thoughts and well...blog i guess. Even if it's about things that no one really cares or even maybe we don't really care but we just wan to blog bout it nonetheless. I guess i'm a little scared of confessing something that i dun really wan to admit...and even now i dun tink i really wan to..but i kno that even if i dun say it out loud or write it...God knows and thats kinda wat scares me more than anything else. Because when u tink bout it, ur thoughts, ur feelings, u can never hide it from Him, no matter how much u wan to. U can pretend u don't feel it, u can deny it even wen someone asks u but despite all of that....He knows. And that scares me, because I kno. I guess for some of u reading this ur thinking 'what is she on bout??' n perhaps im kinda speaking in riddles or something...but then again remember i've been reading bout INDUSTRIAL RELATIONS for the past 9 hrs...so can u blame me if my sentence don't quite make sense!!! hahaha ok anywaz, the point is I wan to do the right thing, and i want to do the right thing by Him, so Im asking...'Please Lord, Please help me, give me the strength for it is only thru Your strength that i can do this.' right now this verse keeps popping into my head, 'i can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me', so im holding onto that for dear life. Maybe im just dilarious from reading bout the economic, social and legal dimensions of employment relationships, yes thats my stupid essay topic, anywaz i guess im the only who knows wat im really talking about huh...anywaz..sorri guys...hope ur having a better day than me :)
Good luck for all your exams ok...:)
well...like i sed, today has been a pretty much a 'do-nothing' day...which is really bad!! Been thinking of maybe closing this blog...been thinking bout it for a while actually, i mean yeah i kno, its kinda drastic but i guess like wat someone sed, writing in this blog is kinda of a cleansing act, a place where we kinda confess our thoughts and well...blog i guess. Even if it's about things that no one really cares or even maybe we don't really care but we just wan to blog bout it nonetheless. I guess i'm a little scared of confessing something that i dun really wan to admit...and even now i dun tink i really wan to..but i kno that even if i dun say it out loud or write it...God knows and thats kinda wat scares me more than anything else. Because when u tink bout it, ur thoughts, ur feelings, u can never hide it from Him, no matter how much u wan to. U can pretend u don't feel it, u can deny it even wen someone asks u but despite all of that....He knows. And that scares me, because I kno. I guess for some of u reading this ur thinking 'what is she on bout??' n perhaps im kinda speaking in riddles or something...but then again remember i've been reading bout INDUSTRIAL RELATIONS for the past 9 hrs...so can u blame me if my sentence don't quite make sense!!! hahaha ok anywaz, the point is I wan to do the right thing, and i want to do the right thing by Him, so Im asking...'Please Lord, Please help me, give me the strength for it is only thru Your strength that i can do this.' right now this verse keeps popping into my head, 'i can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me', so im holding onto that for dear life. Maybe im just dilarious from reading bout the economic, social and legal dimensions of employment relationships, yes thats my stupid essay topic, anywaz i guess im the only who knows wat im really talking about huh...anywaz..sorri guys...hope ur having a better day than me :)
Good luck for all your exams ok...:)
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