Thursday, May 01, 2003
hi there all, my last entry started wif been MIA for a while...well realised i cant say that for this entry either..haha which is actually true u kno i have been MIA for a while as usual..but not without a good reason. well to start off wif i wen down south to Denmark during my miserable one week break..i meant miserable in the sense that it went way too fast...anywaz...i had a really good time..except for the rainy weather we got on our way down n on our second last day..sigh..but overall i had a really good break from it all. anywayz just to let u guys know wat we got up to...so that the next time if u guys eva decided to go to Denmark ull know kinda where to go. well obviously on our first day we didnt really get to do much it was pretty much a settle-in day. so we did in our PEACEFUL FARMSTAY and im not making that up hahaha. the thing was we wen to the other groups chalet first and lets just say we were seriously praying that ours look nothing like theirs...n yes i kno that sounds terrible but..unfortunatley it was true. anywaz... wen we got to our place we were more than pleased to be looking at our house that we wld be staying for the next 3 nights..anyway we had our own little pets...2 cows...one which was pregnant. hehe..anyway on our second day we realised that it was gg to be a problem contacting the other grp seeing they had reception n we didnt..oh yeah did i mention that the other grp were meant to come to our place for dinner on the first nite but seeing as we were pretty secluded from civilisation we were afraid that they got lost but the thing is even if they did, they cldnt contact us. by bout 8:30pm we realised they prob werent coming or if they did, they just cldnt find the place..anywaz..the next day we decided to drive to their place..on our way to them..we acutally saw them on the road..well shirley saw them first anywaz i was dazed thinking 'its way too early for me to be awake at this time'..just in case u were sure it was arnd 9-10ish...anywaz we wen into town thinking that it wasnt them or if it was they wld make a u-turn and come n find us. well it was them but they didnt make a u-turn but they eventually venture into reception area so that they cld call us. anyway so we finally got it together n heading to this place call 'elephant rock' its OBVIOUSLY a place where the rocks looks like elephant, it was nice n unusual and took quite a hike for us to actually go around the whole place. after that we then headed towards a honey farm...and they had all kinds of honey...well i bought one, cant remember wat its called but it tasted nice and they had honey ice-cream..yum yum..it was flavoured wif other stuff...like vanilla, choc chip, hazelnut,etc...anyway it was yummy!!!! we then wen to marron bay for lunch umm...that was even more yummy and we ate and ate and ate..except for Lizzie who cldnt quite eat marron cuz she's allergic n all that so the nice nice chef cooked her fish..actually wen i saw the fish..i thot hey i shld have ordered that too..hehe but hte marron was nice...it was enough. we then decided to head our way to the tree top walk..btw did i mention im afraid of heights...yeah well i am..needless to say i wasnt too impressed wen they were all yay...we gg to tree top walk..n alli cld mutter was 'huh...sigh'....anywaz i wasnt gg to sit out there on my own for god knows how long...so i wen in...n needless to say boon just had to give me crap bout the whole height thing..see the thing is im fine well kinda fine as long as i dun have to look down...like ever..i mean i get scared gg down an escalator in a shopping centre in spore but thats only if i look down well anywaz...hui was walking infront of me and so was lizzie...and josh...then suddenly the rails begin to shake n i was like 'wat the!!' i was like whos doing that....pls stop....aarrghh.....anywaz...they all thot it was rather amusing to see me freak out bout 1million feet fr the ground..so yeah..then i decided to walk as fast i cld to the next platform where it wldnt shake without leaving my hands off the rail..n apparently that was rather amusing to josh who was walking behind me hahah...actually yeah that wld b kinda funi...hhahaa.so eventually we got to the end of the stupid walk and i was never ever so happy to see the 'ground' i literally wanted to just kiss it man!!!! hahaha but yeah that wld be kinda weird so i refrained myself but was nevertheless overjoyed at standing on stable ground. after that all of us wen bk to our place to chill and have dinner it was a pretty good nite...:)
the next day the guys were meant to go fishing...but i had a feeling that it was God's way of telling us we shld stay in n study or something cuz it was pouring like crazy in the morn. anywaz we obviously werent gg to be fishing that early but unfortunatley we had no way of getting in touch wif the other grp to arrange plans so we decided to venture down to the meeting point unfortunately we had either just missed them or they had just missed us cuz later on we realised they had actually come to our place prob after gg to the meeting place. anyhow we did miss them n it was their last day as well so we didnt really get to say goodbye or watever...but we continue to fish at this bay...cant remember wat its called..hehe...im guessing boon just refused to be beaten by the weather...hahah.but they had a really good time..we caught mostly herrings..but unfortunatley shirley didnt quite join the catching clan. but she tried..she really really tried...she was fishing the whole time we were there...she just woldnt give up ...anyway when boon finally decided that he had enuf of fishing which believe was a lot longer than any of us...hahaha we left. so that was taht...anyhow i had a reallyreally good time..i hope that e'one's break was pretty good :)
to my dear dear special M...i just wana say sori we didnt get to finish our conversation the other day...but i just wan to say hang in there ok...n i kno words are easy to say n all and it sure doesnt make a lot of sense coming from someone who prob doesnt really know the full extent of it all but believe in HIm and that 'He makes all things beautiful in His time." i had to learn to believe that n it was hard, extremely hard but all i can do is to just take things one step at a time..i cant do more than that..i wish i cld but its hard still..but remember this He knows ur pain more intimately than u cld imagine...let Him guide u let Him be there for you i wish there was something i cld say or do that wld make sense for you that wld just make things right for you...but i dont...only He does. i will continue to pray for u my fren n i pray that u will find happiness one day...very soon.
just came bk from cell actually...umm...yes cell...umm...wat to say wat to say...mmm...well that doesnt say much..hahaha anywaz..brought marc to cell tonite he sed it was ok but i think he mite have thot it was better than expected...anywaz im glad he came was hoping that he wld see the benefit of cell. but he will prob b too bz in the next couple of weeks to come...oh well..since im contemplating changing cell it prob isnt a good idea for him either. anywaz...have a lot of work to do...too much work not enuf time...sigh...okie..til next time :)
the next day the guys were meant to go fishing...but i had a feeling that it was God's way of telling us we shld stay in n study or something cuz it was pouring like crazy in the morn. anywaz we obviously werent gg to be fishing that early but unfortunatley we had no way of getting in touch wif the other grp to arrange plans so we decided to venture down to the meeting point unfortunately we had either just missed them or they had just missed us cuz later on we realised they had actually come to our place prob after gg to the meeting place. anyhow we did miss them n it was their last day as well so we didnt really get to say goodbye or watever...but we continue to fish at this bay...cant remember wat its called..hehe...im guessing boon just refused to be beaten by the weather...hahah.but they had a really good time..we caught mostly herrings..but unfortunatley shirley didnt quite join the catching clan. but she tried..she really really tried...she was fishing the whole time we were there...she just woldnt give up ...anyway when boon finally decided that he had enuf of fishing which believe was a lot longer than any of us...hahaha we left. so that was taht...anyhow i had a reallyreally good time..i hope that e'one's break was pretty good :)
to my dear dear special M...i just wana say sori we didnt get to finish our conversation the other day...but i just wan to say hang in there ok...n i kno words are easy to say n all and it sure doesnt make a lot of sense coming from someone who prob doesnt really know the full extent of it all but believe in HIm and that 'He makes all things beautiful in His time." i had to learn to believe that n it was hard, extremely hard but all i can do is to just take things one step at a time..i cant do more than that..i wish i cld but its hard still..but remember this He knows ur pain more intimately than u cld imagine...let Him guide u let Him be there for you i wish there was something i cld say or do that wld make sense for you that wld just make things right for you...but i dont...only He does. i will continue to pray for u my fren n i pray that u will find happiness one day...very soon.
just came bk from cell actually...umm...yes cell...umm...wat to say wat to say...mmm...well that doesnt say much..hahaha anywaz..brought marc to cell tonite he sed it was ok but i think he mite have thot it was better than expected...anywaz im glad he came was hoping that he wld see the benefit of cell. but he will prob b too bz in the next couple of weeks to come...oh well..since im contemplating changing cell it prob isnt a good idea for him either. anywaz...have a lot of work to do...too much work not enuf time...sigh...okie..til next time :)
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