My JoURnEY.......

i HATE ASSIGNMENTS!!!!!!! darn it...sorry a bit stressed out thats all...been reading a lot bout human resource planning...not exactly the most exciting topic u know...anyway but it has to be done..but will still complain bout it lah..hehehe anywaz..having a few probs wif someone but duno wat to do lah...btw its a girl im talking bout k...its just that well i duno..guess im not making a lot of sense...duno how to say it i guess thats kinda why. lets just say wen it comes to her i feel really really used. i guess its a little like dejavue...with the whole wen ur single...ull hang out a lot but once they r attached...u kinda disappear into thin air n the only thing that seems to really matter to them is their other half. i get that the other half means a lot to them and that that person is an integral part of their life but does that mean u have to diss the rest of ur 'single' frens??i made a promise to God and to myself that i hope that wen and if i do get attached i wil not just abandon or forget my other frens and for that matter, my 'single' frens. cuz i think its important and it doesnt matter whether they r attached or single that jz bcuz we've got someone in our lives now doesnt necessarily mean the rest of the world falls away. thats the vow i made to myself anyway...i guess to me my philosophy has always been this..'bfs come and go...frens stay a whole lot longer..' this is not a pessimistic view that i have or watever...i think its a reality...i mean i can safely say that my frens have been there for me a whole lot longer than any of the boys i've been involved with so tell me...isnt it true then that bfs/gfs come and go but frens stay for a whole lot longer?? but i guess once u've made that commitment to someone ..ie. to marry them then its a different story..but then even so ...do frens no longer matter?? if so...why?? i just dun get why thats all...maybe its just me..anyway...better get bk to the studying part...sigh...later ppls.