Thursday, February 13, 2003
well i feel a little need to share...hehe
*sigh* been reading some of my old blogs
well sad i kno but sometimes its nice to
go bk and see wat has been happening
in my life without me realising it. i guess
recently i've changed a lot in the way i think
about things. for one, there's new focus in
my life and that is, serving God and secondly
to do well in my studies. seriously, attending
my bro's graduation tonite has made me realise
something. ever since i can remember my
parents have never worried bout me academically
mainly bcuz i've always done well. but since uni
well lets just say...my report card dun look too
crash hot huh...anyway i guess tonite i realise
just how much they deserve to be proud of me.
i guess i havent been doing much that is worthy
of that. but really i hope that this year i can really
do well in my studies for a change. i know im
capable of it...i've done it before so i dun see why not
right?? anyway this is my two new focus for this year
and hopefully i can follow it thru.
well to comment on something i wrote a long time ago
on my blog ....i guess for me i've come to realise i must
first learn to trust Him before i can trust anyone else.
and the other is this...if i was to go through life never
trusting anyone then i guess it would be a pretty
crappy life. i gues the point here would be in choosing
who i trust. and that's something i've to learn. and im
working on that. for my friends who do read this well
i realise my attitude and my outlook has been wrong.
it wasnt i didnt trust the ppl in my life it was that i
didnt trust myself to trust them. to take a chance i
guess. anyway im slowly doing something about that
so pls do be patient with me.
and to a fren of mine i kno it hurts a lot right now and
the pain seems unbearable believe me...i feel ur pain
n i kno u kno that right. but believe me wen i say this
the pain does go away...one 'fine' day...maybe not right
now but it does go away...but in the meantime take
comfort in all the ordinary things that we take comfort in
junk food, retail therapy,etc but more than anything take
comfort in Him. even though we may not always understand
why He does the things He does but i guess tats where He's
trying to teach us to listen and obey. it isn't always easy but
it was never meant to be. otherwise how would we grow?? i
will keep u in my prayers my fren...do take care of urself..
gdnite.
*sigh* been reading some of my old blogs
well sad i kno but sometimes its nice to
go bk and see wat has been happening
in my life without me realising it. i guess
recently i've changed a lot in the way i think
about things. for one, there's new focus in
my life and that is, serving God and secondly
to do well in my studies. seriously, attending
my bro's graduation tonite has made me realise
something. ever since i can remember my
parents have never worried bout me academically
mainly bcuz i've always done well. but since uni
well lets just say...my report card dun look too
crash hot huh...anyway i guess tonite i realise
just how much they deserve to be proud of me.
i guess i havent been doing much that is worthy
of that. but really i hope that this year i can really
do well in my studies for a change. i know im
capable of it...i've done it before so i dun see why not
right?? anyway this is my two new focus for this year
and hopefully i can follow it thru.
well to comment on something i wrote a long time ago
on my blog ....i guess for me i've come to realise i must
first learn to trust Him before i can trust anyone else.
and the other is this...if i was to go through life never
trusting anyone then i guess it would be a pretty
crappy life. i gues the point here would be in choosing
who i trust. and that's something i've to learn. and im
working on that. for my friends who do read this well
i realise my attitude and my outlook has been wrong.
it wasnt i didnt trust the ppl in my life it was that i
didnt trust myself to trust them. to take a chance i
guess. anyway im slowly doing something about that
so pls do be patient with me.
and to a fren of mine i kno it hurts a lot right now and
the pain seems unbearable believe me...i feel ur pain
n i kno u kno that right. but believe me wen i say this
the pain does go away...one 'fine' day...maybe not right
now but it does go away...but in the meantime take
comfort in all the ordinary things that we take comfort in
junk food, retail therapy,etc but more than anything take
comfort in Him. even though we may not always understand
why He does the things He does but i guess tats where He's
trying to teach us to listen and obey. it isn't always easy but
it was never meant to be. otherwise how would we grow?? i
will keep u in my prayers my fren...do take care of urself..
gdnite.
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