My JoURnEY.......

well...rite now im suffering from a bout of insomnia
hence im writing on my blog at 3 in the morning...
but anyway i had a rather uneventful week other than
the australia day skyshow which completely blew me
away..it was fantastic...truly but i realised it is one of
those events where it is perfect for u to be wif ur
significant other..not that u cant enjoy it wif ur frens but
the atmosphere and everything ....truly romantic..beyond
words...anyway i wasnt that lucky to be sharing that moment
wif someone special. the person i did want to share tt wif
wasnt even there but i still enjoyed the skyshow...:)

but im beginning to feel rather pathetic actually just bout my
general existence i think...i know that sounds so lame...when i
wrote that i knew it was rather lame but anyway...sadly to
say i guess i really wanted to feel something deep within me
that would ignite me..im not sure if im making any sense but
really i guess im running a little low on fuel...if u cld call it tat..
but i duno why...i guess im just tired...mentally, physically,
spiritually...everything..i really need a break but not entirely
sure how to get it..i know im only 21 and basically not suppose
to have all this baggage and wat not but really i do feel like im
31 rather than21. i guess for me i feel life has been too long for
me or at least tts how i feel...but i guess ijust have to accept
it and deal wif this life the best way i noe how...

anyway im actually getting kinda tired now if u can believe it...
so i shall attempt to sleep hehehe....